You've Become Too Soft

You've Become Too Soft is the season finale of Survivor: Indonesia.

Night 35
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- Last night it looked there was a complete blindside. It was almost like they knew I couldn't vote. Arthur is gone and now it's just Billy and I. As much as I love the guy, I'm going to have to throw him under the bus. Sorry buddy!

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- We finally made it to the final five and I'm in the majority! Billy and Kevin need to go next and I'll be in the final three with two goats. I'll win win with a perfect game! (laughs)

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- I think that Kevin is still in shock because he hasn't realized that we didn't go according to his plan at tribal. Hopefully he never notices because that wouldn't be good for my game.

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- I just realized that Arthur and Billy voted for Louisa instead of Evangeline. If they had voted for Evangeline, they could've been able to get rid of her. They thought they were slick and they could vote out Louisa unanimously but they didn't and it cost us the game.

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- Billy and Kevin are getting into a fight and this is perfect. It turns them against each other and we can easily slide by another vote. Their mistakes just keep letting them down! Can't wait to see those two sitting on the jury watching me win!

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- Kevin is getting mad at me and starts screaming at me for voting Louisa. This is really good because it makes Evangeline and Michelle think that he was after them, and I wasn't which in the case one of us doesn't win immunity, they'll vote him out instead of me.

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- I finally voted correctly last tribal council and I'm ecstatic. I'm finally on an up and I'm happy and smiling. I suddenly realize something and I mutter to myself that you've become too soft Louisa! I need to get back into game mode before it's too late.

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- I saw Louisa shine a small smile and I think that is so out of character for her. I guess it's because she finally voted correctly as she hasn't all game long. I actually feel bad for her because that was her goal since the beginning of the merge. At least she doesn't have to eat that rock she was talking about.

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- This little moment made me look deeper into my life. I've always been hated, disrespected and I understand I can be quite confrontational and brash. I've shown it too much during this game and I think that I can improve my daily life by fixing these problems. I can be a better politician using this and I can help more people. I think I just had a change of heart and I'm feeling emotions I haven't felt in a long time.

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- Louisa just had a really sweet moment with me and I think that his experience has changed her as a person. She is someone that has realized their mistakes and knows how to fix them. I hope that if she makes it to the finals, she shows the jury that she has changed and is willing to grow and own up to her mistakes.

Day 36
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- I've won my first individual reward challenge of the season and it feels very fulfilling! I finally get to know that I won this myself using only my own help. I'm proud of myself and I hope I start a challenge winning streak!

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- I'm quite surprised by being chosen by Billy to come on this reward as I thought that Kevin and Billy would have made up by now. This just makes things for better for me. Billy already proposes a plan to get rid of Kevin and then Louisa, which is fine by me if Billy wins immunity during the final four. If not, he's a goner.

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- Michelle is on board with this plan and she says that Evangeline would be on board too. It should be smooth sailing to the final three for me! No tsunami or storms are planned for the next three days.

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- I understand why Billy didn't choose me for the reward, but I think that it would have been nice of him to pick me so we could make up. At this point, there is no point in making amends and I might as well start throwing him under the bus.

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- I'm going to be a listener today because I know that Kevin wants to vent and rant to someone, and I feel like that someone should be me. I had a change of heart last night and I'm ready to test out my new abilities!

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- Louisa is a surprisingly good listener. I did not know she had it in her after thirty-five days of controversy and just plain meanness. I guess she has some good traits! (laughs)

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- I decide to eavesdrop on the conversation that Kevin and Louisa are having it is actually pretty sweet. As much as it makes me want to keep Kevin around, he sadly has to go and I know that Louisa won't want that to happen, but it has to happen.

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- Evangeline tells me that Kevin has to go next thinking that I'm emotionally attached to him after one chat and I'm fine with him going. I like him, but he's a huge threat and he's got to go or else he'll win the entire game. I'm not blinded by kindness, I can see through it.

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- I think that I've convinced the girls that Billy is the bigger target and that he'll go next. It's do or die for me, and I'm going to go with do rather than die.

Day 37
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- I'm thanking every religious head figure ever! I won immunity which guarantees my safety no matter what happens tonight! I'm so happy that I don't have to worry about any idols or flippers. Tonight is going to be interesting and I'm pretty sure that everyone knows it.

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- This is a pretty bad situation for me. Kevin has immunity and I'm going to have a harder time turning the girls against Louisa because she has suddenly turned nice and is all flowers, rainbows, and unicorns. I think that I might have to try something else and that is to make up with Kevin, get him to vote for Evangeline, and get Louisa or Michelle on board with me, it's the only way I can survive.

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- Billy comes crawling back to me because now he's in trouble and needs my vote. There is no way I'm going to side with him after he disobeyed my orders and started a fight with me. I lied to him and said yes just to keep him calm but he's going home tonight.

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- Kevin informs me that Billy is coming after me now, and I was actually considering saving him but he has to go to jury. He could've stayed but he made one fatal mistake and that was trying to vote against me. To keep my perfect voting record intact, I have to get him to vote for Louisa tonight.

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- I feel bad that we have to vote Billy out tonight because he seems like a nice guy from all the conversations I've had with him, but he's the only non-immune outsider and he is literally all over the place vote wise. That just isn't very good for my game.

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- Billy approaches me with a plan to vote out Evangeline and he tells me that Kevin is on board with him. I really don't want to do that and I suggest that we vote for Louisa instead. He instantly agrees and I guess he is now switching his plan back to Louisa. I'm confused because he is so paranoid right now.

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- Michelle suggests that we vote Louisa and now I have to go and tell Kevin that we changed our plans and that he is going to have to vote for Louisa tonight. I'm so stressed out and I really shouldn't be but I am. I guess I have to calm down my nerves and get ready for tribal council.

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- Everyone is running around trying to make sure that Billy doesn't vote for them because they think that he might have an idol, but I really have the idol! Michelle already did the dirty work for me without even getting told to and everything seems to be going my way.

Day 38
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- I still can't believe that I made it this far. There is only one day left after today and I really hope that I can just survive that last day. I know there are three people gunning for me and I need to win the immunity challenge today.

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- Kevin is obviously on the bottom and he's doing nothing at the moment. I'm surprised he isn't trying to campaign to stay, unless he's only doing it to Michelle and Louisa to try and get me out. I know that at one point he was gunning for me last night and that signs his death warrant. See you, wouldn't want to be you.

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- I'm so proud of myself to be in the final four. I feel like I played a really good game and I'm still here after receiving votes and voting wrong tribal after tribal. I feel alive and I know there is an immunity challenge coming up and I hope I win my first challenge.

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- The challenge is coming up and everyone needs to work together if we can to make sure that Kevin doesn't win the challenge because he is on an immunity streak. That streak needs to end today.

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- Kevin won immunity and now it's every woman for themselves and I know that I may have to turn my back on one of the ladies that I've been working with and it's a bad feeling. I hate betraying people for no reason, but it has to be done.

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- Louisa is going to have to go home tonight because Kevin has immunity and I've been working with Michelle for a very, very long time. I really think that it's going to be a very tough tribal tonight, but my perfect game depends on the events of tonight.

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- It's five minutes before tribal and I genuinely have no idea what's going to happen. I'm going to vote with my gut and see where it takes. Wish me luck! I'm going to need it, a lot of it!

Day 39
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- I finally made it to the end and it feels so satisfying. I know that I made it here myself and I that I worked hard to get here. It was me and only me and the growth I have experienced on this journey is immense. I'm ready to prove that I deserve to win at the Final Tribal Council. These people better watch because I'm coming for them!

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- It's been my dream to make it to the end and I'm finally here. I don't want to get emotional and start to cry, but I want to be able to do this, to win this for my family and for my friends. For everyone back home to be proud in me.

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- The breakfast looks beautiful! It's just food, food and more food. I feel like I haven't eaten a good meal in forever so I'm really happy that I get to eat all this food. I lost a ton of weight and I need to gain it back! (laughs)

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- It's almost time and I'm getting my opening statements ready and I'm trying to think of answers to questions and concerns people may have about my game, and what makes it better than everyone else's. I'm prepared and I want to get it over with already!

Challenges
Reward Challenge: Pie, Meat, and Veal

Reward: Meat and dessert delivered to camp

Winner: (shared with )

Immunity Challenge (Day 37): Horseshoe Island

Winner:

Immunity Challenge (Day 38): Three-Hundred Pound Tower

Winner:

Voting Confessionals
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- (voting for Louisa) This will be the fifth time you receive votes at tribal council and I swear to God, I hope it's the last time you do.

Final Words
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- They played me and I got voted out fair and square. The only real surprise tonight was Evangeline's idol because nobody actually expected her to have one. Thinking of it, she's received no votes far, that's good! Back on track, I'm really happy for this experience and I hope that I can plan again!

Voting Confessionals
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- (voting for Evangeline) My gut tells me to vote for you and I'm so sorry! I wish you the best of luck.

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- (voting for Evangeline) I think that I can't win against at you at the end, I'm really happy on how you went past the stereotypes put on you! Love you!

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- (voting for Louisa) You're the person standing in the way of my win and I think that you're going to go home tonight. Goodbye!

Final Words
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- I-- I was pl-- playing the best game and I think that they got me out because I'm a huge threat and I'm going to take that as a compliment rather than an insult. Best of luck to the three and I think that they are all amazing!

Voting Confessionals
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- (voting for Louisa) You've gotten a lot of votes throughout the game and I hope you get a ton tonight! You deserve that redemption!

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- (voting for Louisa) I think that you have improved and changed as a person so much after this game. You deserve the million to fix your life and make it better.

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- (voting for Kevin) Don't hate the player, hate the game. You made a phenomenal move when you voted me out and you deserve to win, way more than I thought I did.